Ahah, I've been having some unfortunate events taking place lately. Last week, 3rd period was about to end, and i got my ipod taken up. And my teacher said "You can have this back after 4th period. But you better get here as fast as you can, because I'm leaving right after school ends." And I was like wtf. You're making me run all the away from the other side of school, and you're probably gonna run your ass to your car, so I can waste my time? That's screwed up. So like, 15 minutes into 4th period, my teacher came to my class asking for me, and we went out to the hallway. She asked me if I took my ipod... wth. That just made me slightly irritated. She's not even... responsible with things. And she doesn't have to pay it because well, it's not really her excuse. She doesn't have to. But she's really 'insert something really insulting here'. Seriously, it's like saying I towed her car and would give it back the next day. And then later I'd say we lost it.

And the second thing, today I was returning a text book. And I had a text book of the same book registered. So I had 2 literature books registered under my name. I was like "What happened?" "You have a book registered under your name. Someone probably used your number." "what should I do?" "you should bring it back" Uhhhhhhhh... ok? Would it really make sense for me to check out two of the same text books. And how can I bring it back, if I only have one of them!? O_________< So, I am not paying for that text book. And, well. if Im forced to, I wasted more than $200 because of my ipod and the text book that doesnt belong to me >>. But in the end, I don't feel mad at all, life lesson is, through your whole life, you'll experience lots of losses, but no point in making a big deal about it, since you cant do anything about it. So Im good.

Cage and I had an interesting conversation

cluMZyjR: wth
cluMZyjR: i dropped a fry
cluMZyjR: and there isnt a fry on the floor >>
yahbbybby: o__o
yaybbybby: Check your shirt.
cluMZyjR: nope
yahbbybby: under folds.
yahbbybby: seat?
yahbbybby: pockets?
cluMZyjR: what? xD
yahbbybby: the fucking closet to narnia.
yahbbybby: just check it.
cluMZyjR: ugh
cluMZyjR: this is annoying >>
cluMZyjR: i wanna invent bouncy french fries
cluMZyjR: imagine all the fun out of that
cluMZyjR: a sport can be created out of that >:[
yahbbybby: rofl
yahbbybby: xD
yahbbybby: "Daniel Bigguns throws the fry... it lands, here comes the boun-- AND THERE IT GOES!"
yahbbybby: "THIS IS AMAZING, STEVE. I'VE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING LIKE IT."
cluMZyjR: lol
cluMZyjR: xD

Hey,

I've been busy a bit. Lately, i've been applying everywhere i can, but sadly nothings going too well. I've found a new place, Saigon Mall, I've gotten a chance just because i'm asian? But Ironically, a cousin of mine, or her mom works there. So she's helping me to get this job. But doing all this work, has been... i don't know, it sort of makes me feel. Un-youthful. Let's just say. Probably at this point you're laughing, i know, khuz I am. But honestly, my school carreer is almost over, and im about to start college. And after that, I'm moving away to Japan. There's alot of other details, but i'll get into that later. But... its sorta.. heart throbbing, that what I'm doing, my carefree personality, is starting to form into a real responsible personality. Like robots i mean... Adults. I dunno. But I AM glad that I at least still have my thought roaming trait. What I mean is... well.. I've thought of something, that could be a possibilty. But please, do not take this seriously.

But you know the deal with God, mostly all people believe in him/her/it. Have you ever stopped to think, why your god, out of all gods are real? How coincidenic that every culture discovered had a god, or some sort of being that was prayed to. It was for hope, the belief, of bringing fortune, if you sacrafice yourself, into your own deeds. (good or bad) Or, that is our way.. i mean, Catholic's way. But have you wondered. What if, your whole entire life, was just a dream, and idea, a thought created by another. What if, you, your personality, looks, everything about you and everyone else, the world, the universe, was just a thought. We could be. And God is the real kid, whos thinking of us right now. But just the thought, every action, you've done today, was just a thought. The thought of heaven and hell, is to encourage good deeds and prevent bad deeds. Of course, you would want to go to heaven is that correct? Doing good deeds, lead you to that position. A... sanctuary of eternal peace am I right?  But what I'm saying is, it's good to think if there is a god.

Or think about it this another way. You know the phrase, when you die, your life flashes before your eyes? Have you thought that you've died already? Right now, you are the flash. You're re-living your life right now, just until the end. When your life flashes before your eyes again, and again. In a continuous spiral. That could be God's heaven, the enjoyment of living again and again. And if you've sinned, you just die, your cycle breaks. You don't enjoy living again. just erased out of existance.

I dunno, having alot of free time, and not having alot of free time sort of makes me... thinky I guess.

-junior